The Post Mortem

Everything is coming full circle now. I have come to the realization that my 2 year relationship is over. The women I love is gone and I am single again, sitting here ready to open another chapter of my life. I think I'm on chapter 3,256. All kidding aside, I have to think positive and move on and not be angry and not hold grudges or any of that bullshit. That's High School crap and I am 30. I want to graciously thank all my friends and family for being supportive and making me feel loved and showing their concern. With out these fine people I would have had a lot more trouble getting through these tough times. It means a lot to me and thank you all. Also I say the same to her family, they were great and they always treated me as one of their own and I look forward to visiting and keeping in touch with them in the future. As far as my breakup goes on the Beeflog, this chapter is closed. In my private life its gonna take time but here its time to get back the rhetoric,the spite,the humor and just plain good ole talkin shit! Lets go piss of some Neo-Cons!


So its too bad for all you Medical marijuana puffers. The supreme court has decided that its up to the Federal government, NOT the state where you reside, to choose whether or not you can grow a small amount of pot in your yard to treat the grapefruit sized tumor in your skull that is going to kill you in a month. We wouldn't want someone in chronic pain to be able to ease their suffering and maybe get the munchies. Banning pot for medical use is an affront to sick and suffering people everywhere and it is a complete joke that these tight ass bible thumping Republicans cannot see that and cannot see the benefits of Hemp and Medical marijuana. Shit man, I don't even like pot but I know it has medicinal values and the hemp plant itself has thousands of cost effective uses. They have been trying to legalize it or at least lessen the restrictions on pot for ever. In this day and age it will never happen, the far right has created a shroud of evil around pot, making it into this huge gateway drug that is destroying today's youth. All pot has done is make Frito Lay corporation rich and The Grateful Dead one of the biggest bands in the world except for the fact their records sold like shit because the pot heads blew all their money on twinkies and Dr. Pepper. Banning Medical marijuana? Now that aint groovy. Go here for more info.

Its so late now to comment on Michael Jackson. I know I really dropped the ball on that one but shit, my girlfriend was breaking my heart, I had more important shit going on! I didn't have time to report on his expected acquittal. No jail for Jacko I guess but his life will forever be changed for him. Do I think he diddled young boys? Probably not. Do I think he is a friggin weirdo that shouldn't be around kids unsupervised? Damn straight. All I know is the Press had a field day with this trial and honestly it was lame. The OJ trial was much better. We need a different celeb to fuck up so we can have a fun trial. How about a murder on a reality show! Now that would rock. Clay Aiken gets sniped out during the finals of American Idol or someone really gets eliminated from the Survivor Island or better yet, the whole cast has a mutiny and they roast Jeff Probst the host over an open fire and eat him alive. Now that I would watch.

I am hungry now, is it lunch time??


Silly J

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Recommended Movies: The Machinist: see Christian (Batman) Bale look like a living skeleton, experience his waking nightmares brought on by the fact he hasn't slept for a year. See a dark moody but wonderfully crafted picture from the writer/director of the creepy cult hit Session 9.

The Aviator: Movie and history buffs can rejoice in Scorcese's masterpiece about the life and times of the eccentric Howard Hughes. Wonderfully cast, gorgeous sets and settings and a look into the mind of a billionare slowly going mad. Great stuff.